Tuesday, January 27, 2009

The story of a woman living alone

20-year-old when I began to love, no fewer than ten years distant five boyfriends, all day at my age and troubled time, I finally married the passion cooled. Repeatedly wanted to give me love lesson is this: From then on, I will never say anything - just how to how to be just fine. How how this would seem like some of the total in the first Louis Vuitton Handbags , said that as long as I am in a total of five million like the results until he had five million in the time he was running in all directions those annoying people to death.
So I said that people should not place their hopes to the advent of a thing not because it may be another trouble for some annoying the beginning of life.
   
Personals
Now I have bought a set of 86 Street house, had started their own day. I work hard during the day, evening, I usually open the computer, in the “OurGame” on the game chat. I chat with people who are usually more and I tend to lonely people - men, and these conversations are usually die a natural death after a certain period of Louis Vuitton Handbag , a few new friends for some time there … … my single life so has continued indefinitely.
One man has been used in two-week overnight each night to chat with me, he in Shanghai, he uses a public computer housing computer. He said there think I am rambling, but I was clearly only play this game. After a month I travel to Shanghai to see him, we sat lights flickered restaurant for dinner, looked at each other. I do not know where everything started.
That night the night I put all my boyfriend to call his girlfriend, and we sat in a corner of the bar, in order to avoid the embarrassment of the kind of two people, I can with her philandering men, is opening “Do you want me?” I just want him to understand that this is my life, we are different. Shanghai courtesy modest man sitting among us, quietly drinking a variety of different colors of wine, with a smile, saw me. I also sat far to see him, and then.
I was on that day only at night, suddenly understand that I fear is so two people face-to-face real life. In Vuitton , I can no longer with any one of the men together, whether it is a good man or bad man. Now I fear it, like I used to be afraid of losing. I also draw a conclusion: a man to get along with you no matter how far or more to maintain close and the results are the same, the man to a time when almost automatically disappear.
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Lost more than I had to turn its attention to the salary that I can also work the advertising companies. This gives me the full exercise of their own ability to importune, and now my greatest skill is quietly like all the people and events on the tired but smiling.
When I first entered the company, where women do not take me the whole, they are sitting on the side of my favorite stand aside with arms folded, as if waiting to see what a joke. Pointless encounter all the business they face smile told me that you go. I figured that this is only enough advertising royalty fight, the remaining money was just enough for the day I eat lunch at noon, at night so I generally have another intention.
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Three times a day 2

Fast 26-year-old on his face suddenly long played a, initially, he did not go ignored. Just wash noted especially when the mirror face familiar face.
if he thought the general spread of mad.
A business trip from Hong Kong came back, his face has been full of a strawberry, strawberry is a Hong Kong girl told him that
. mm said: “such a big age long and girlfriend should be planted after the separation of the missing. He smiled, shook his head away. that’s no reason, she said. He touched his face, a touch, actually will pain, such as his heart. are like all of a sudden coming out of the wound.
She he is actually a good thing, he also knows that. Remember very well that his stomach under the heavy rain that night, she ran out and desperate to give him medicine, as a result, he has been good, she caught a cold, lying in bed for several days has been very hot on his forehead, he worried, learning a child, his mother every time he cooked cold. Confused, a bowl of cooked ended her hands, she cried, and tears down the cheeks, flow in the bowl containing. He wanted to it should be salty. He also put a spoonful of sugar.
He tolerated her, at first because no alternative. Because she was ignorant of everything like a child, it can not because of her small things to be blamed. Is slowly habits, habits of her unbridled bold, habits of her innocent and lovely. Oh also denounced a maximum sentence of “re-do my handmade jewelry, oh.” She did not forget to study as to the months exaggerated grimace.
He hurried back from a business trip to Hong Kong, it is the early hours of 2:30 am, he thought of his home, she should have left something, at least he points to let him feel her taste, but not, as the yellow light put a glass of cold orange juice. She intended to stay away from him.
His stomach started to hurt, because eating too much on the outside, each time she asked him when he told her so. Do not know if this is not the reason for stomach pain, pain has been grabbing his heart, he would like her, like her around, give him back a cup of boiling water, hand in mind lying a few pills, said softly: “one-day or three times a 2. “and then he remembered a time to urge the medication, otherwise the next person may not be the distressed.
4:00, pain and her he wanted to phone her there should be a dawn. He thought. However yet laid down their hands. His heart is very painful contradictions. He said he had his own, and let go. But not so free and easy. He even would like to Well, perhaps in the near future he will, and a woman he does not like to get married, maybe he will gradually forget her, perhaps, that time, she should not only a person secretly at night crying. He unwittingly hands firmly grip became the fist, it is a force to release the suspect or poly.
Telephone, the first long moment to connect the sound, and then came out of her slightly sleepy “Hello”, so many days that his voice has always been expected, but he at that moment but would like to hang up He is strong to hold back pain Qualcomm said it was “is me.” She is obviously a bit of a costume jewelry, from her flawless, he can feel. , But he can not see her face at this time bladder.
He and she said a lot, his stomach has been in pain, grabbing his heart. She said: “to make international long distance is very expensive, or not say it.” He therefore has not been waiting for her to finish on the supplement said: “Never mind, I think I can afford.” She also silent, she He has avoided the bad customs and to express their minds. the beginning of his forehead, each of severe stomach pains he would have this kind of uncomfortable.
She asked him: “Now everything is also all right?” He smiled and replied ailing pain “all is well, but he did not say 。。。。。。” continue, he knew he should not have said so much, said too much more, but she has become a pressure. So he also started to silence, but he could feel her breathing and heart beat strength. He knew that she should have been a very good side. Even his hope that she can be found in the side of her well-being. 
He said by telephone last told her: “take good care of yourself, do not like a total ignorance of the child, a person outside, he can not like a big brother to protect her at night to stop a person has been hiding in a yard , not be so stingy, do not call him a call. If you can as soon as possible, he would forget her. “he heard the voice of her tears. In fact, he also tears, but tears in my heart because he is a man, doomed to the firm. 
The heart is cold, her breath is warm. Breathing is quiet, his heart is strong. 
Her on the phone the last said to him: “Your stomach better it? Morning must remember to eat breakfast, eat lunch, and at night, if nothing on their own to their own home cooking, do not plan easier, with a total take-away called. bedside cabinet placed my last to you buy the stomach, time to remember to eat three times a day, a 2. “finish them when she had hung up. At that moment, he suddenly feel like love to write the book out, twice a day three times. He lay down their phones, darkness and pain engulfed him, no one knows his face have been tears. 
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